Monday, August 10, 2009

fRiEndsHip

How do we define FRIENDSHIP?

according to wikipedia->>>
FRIENDSHIP is defined as co-operative and supportive behavior of two or more people.

Friends will welcome each other's company and exhibit loyalty towards each other, often to the poin of atruism.

Yet for many of us, friendship is nothing but an assurance that they would have people behind them ready to rescue them from harms of life.


FOR ME
FRIENDSHIP
is what i'm living for..

more than anything i value it...

its more of understanding even in times when they barely push you away...

waiting patiently for forgiveness and forgiving in return...


when i was just about 6 or less i dont mind this so-called friendship til i've reach highschool and bid goodbye for we would face college life...

from there i realize that its not just like that its a hard time for me to see that i've got nothing but memories and i wont be able to see them more often...

so i've established new friendship in college but sadly we also have to part ways...

thanks to technology i got the chance to talk to them often...

that's where i discover these so-called social networks where i've met lots of people with different personalities...


i've also established friendship cyberly (watta word?)...

but don't get me wrong i don't considered people i've meet cyberly as cyber friends i treat them as my true friends more especially the following people>>>>>

  1. kuya kenzo a.k.a kuya pasaway
  2. kuya jimi a.k.a. kuya lucky
  3. mheanne a.k.a sis
  4. ate joanne a.k.a. ate joanne (LOL)
  5. jerich a.k.a. lil'bro
  6. jm a.k.a. milkshake
  7. macky a.k.a. macuebex
  8. and many others
those people esp. those first 7 are the people i value most...

maybe i've known them thru thecyber world but i see the goodness in them and i treat them as true friends hope i'll get the chance to see them personally...

i also like to take this opportunity to say thank you to everyone who have been part of my life...
my kababata, my elementary friends, my high school friends, my college friends, my barkadas and to my new friends...

i would also like to say sorry to someone i've offended w/ my msg. on phones...
I REALLY DON'T MEAN ANYTHING WITH THOSE MSG.
IT'S PURELY MISUNDERSTANDING.. I'LL BE WAITING FOR FORGIVENESS...
how funny right because of you, yes you!! i've been inspired to do this blog...

til next post>>>>>>>>


Sunday, July 5, 2009

what a sad Sunday??

July 5, 2009 a fine hot Sunday til it rains by night

i was so excited yesterday...

Why???

A good friend asked me to watch "Transformers2" with him

last night i was calling him several times but unfortunately he didnt answer my calls

from there ive lost hope that we'll meet and watch that movie

before lunch time he did text me saying he cant go because he'll help his tita in their s tall in palengke and he would just text me if he'll be going w/ me in Manila by Monday

good thing he texted me before i do leave the house the sad part my excitement turns into disappointment

i hate promises that are made to be broken... I was so angry...

Then someone from plurkville got mad at me thinking i was laughing at his blogs

what i said was no offense meant i was just simply explain to him that i cant follow his blog because i dont have a blogspot account

(but i do have now just made it awhile ago)

i was laughing not because of his blog but because i dont have an account...

I was explaining and saying my deepest sorry to him but he wont answer me...

What a big mess i am??

Hope i could fix this

but for now im in one of my darkest hours

people here in the house noticed that i am not in the mood, i dont talk and i get irritated easily...

Hope by tomorrow everything would be okay ;-(

“a good blog for a beginner or what??” tsk. tsk. tsk.

konnichiwa!!! (LOL)

this would be my first blog (again)
bcoz i’ve erased the old ones (non-sense)

i wanted to make a good blog, an interesting one
but im not a good writer…

yesterday i’ve chech out a friend’s blog (http://limewire.blog.friendster.com/)
i was pretty much amazed and he encourage me to make my own…
then i cleaned up my blog on friendster…

let see what i can do (LOL)
okie let me try beginning w/ mself…
HERE WE GO>>> (gawd… hope it’s not that boring)

im troy james siongco piƱon
but you can call me teejay or teej (tidg) or troy.. (lol)
“a 20y/o chubby (not fat) guy” (G! who says that?)
but if you would ask me to describe myself in one word?
“weird” or “nerd” will be my answer
a very friendly and approachable guy
i am an ever energetic happy person (outside)

but many would say i am a certified EMOtero (ndi ka!)
FYI: everyone would see me happy and smiling at them
but behind those smiles are hidden sorrows and fears (wheh?)
(whew is it really me talking?? nosebleed)
i have this fear of losing my friends even those new ones
i fear that one day they’ll just run away from me
that is why im trying to hid my fears inside
but there are time when i thought i cant take these things
there are times when i feel i would burst in tears or anger…
(not with anyone but with myself) nerd nga dbah?

i am indeed a trustworthy and ever reliable friend
“WHAT A FRIEND”S SECRET WILL ALWAYS BE A SECRET” (nice)

~wait stop the drama~

going to my hobbies

i love singing i love music
many says im good at singing
the problem is my voice sounded like a girl’s voice hahaha
(gawd! is it terrible)
FTR: i was awarded as best singer of the year (what an award?)
when i was in elementary… a X-church choir member

i also love dancing
i was in the school dance troupe when i was in high school
i love hiphop and ballroom
~eff… who says ballroom is a gay thing~

the last time i dance hahahaha
i was sort of disappointed with myself..
the fun i thought turned into a disaster
my dancemates says its just okie…

(reason: we just start practicing the day before the seminar
we’ve been told that day that every section has a special number
except our section so we decide to rush the steps…)
~~is it enough reason??~~

**WAIT AM I MAKING ANY SENSE?**

better go now til my next post.. tsk3

(hope it’s not boring and non-sense)

God bless